I just had a mental brake down not fun having a old sad memory in your mind and it just pop in when u don’t want it and it sucks because you have friends who are there for you I’m sad depressed and I’m taking my pills for it I’m letting u know I’m ok but this sucks badly I wish I had someone to talk to but I’m sad seeing everyone happy and I’m sad it not fun being me sometimes I wish I did not have these disabilities but I have them and I’m me I use to be so mad at the world because who did not know who had them or not but everyone or who has these disabilities are cool friends in my life but being bullied and other people who have this to and look different at us laugh at us it not funny it not nice it so badly hurtful some of us suffer a lot of bad things being labeled is not fun or being called a retard not cool people